Thursday, December 31, 2020

Looking Ahead


We are bearing hard

On the end of this year

Where, traditionally 

We look back in reflection


We turn our sights

On the place we began

And the placement of our feet

Seeking growth in our inspection


Throughout this year as ever

There have been gains and losses

There have been highs and lows 

There was growth in many directions 


While I would never discount the year

Despite the horrors contained therein

It is a year best left in distant memory

But I fear, it must remain in introspection 


This has been a year of growing pains

At least, I hope we grew in humanity

And didn’t just have the pain

Those answers lie in self-examination 


Perhaps we didn’t always use the best judgment 

At times we spoke without complete kindness

Maybe our heads or hearts weren’t in the right place

I suppose this was the year for such aberrations 


Yet, with my feet firmly planted on yesterday

I lean forward, falling into tomorrow 

With a heart filled with hope and faith 

And my head filled with joyous determination 


Today, 

I will glance back at those things past

I will set my gaze at those things ahead

I will determine in heart to be a better self

I will walk with hopeful expectation


Looking ahead


© Ron Simpson Jr. 

December 31, 2020

Friday, December 25, 2020

This Is How We Say


These are our cries

For injustices in our world


These are our tears

Cleverly hidden 

In a rainfall of words


This is how we say

What must be said


This is how we speak

Our unspeakable pain


This is the hidden anguish

We disguise as everyone’s 


This is our raised clinched first

When strength has abandoned us


Long after our sorrow

Long beyond our despair

Long after the wound has healed

These are our broken screams


When we are, at last, victorious 

These are our memorials


These are our poems

Scribbled on scraps 

These are our songs

Rehearsed to future generations 


These are our words 

And this, this is how we say


© Ron Simpson Jr. 

December 25, 2020

Sunday, December 20, 2020

The Magician


See the magician 

Strutting upon the stage

Tantalizing the audience

With amazing illusions


Objects appear

Conjured, it seems 

And disappear 

Into the thinnest of air


The audience gasps

Lending their belief

For the briefest moment

Living in imagination 


Such is life

A feat of prestidigitation 

The art of holding the facade 

The substance of dreams


The question 

Burning unanswered 

Am I the magician

Or merely the illusion


© Ron Simpson Jr. 

December 20, 2020

Sunday, December 13, 2020

See What Love Can Do


It comes in varying degrees

Although many are hung up

And can only consider 

It’s most extreme meaning


If one loves another 

One must love everything

If one cannot do so

Then, it must be something else


How very unfair

Dishonest to love

Deceitful to the recipient 

Fraudulent to the giver 


Contrary to popular opinion

Love has ne’er been blind

Love simply allows

A plethora of shortcomings 


Love has one truth

And so many opposites

The most prevalent of which

Is judgment 


Love is encompassing 

Judgment is excluding

Love is carried in an open hand

Judgment is delivered by a fist


Love gives

Judgment takes

Love bestows

Judgment hordes


Surround yourself with love

Employ it in your dealings

See others through its eyes 

Leave room in life for none other


Let love be 

The root anchoring you

The trunk to which your life connects

The branches of giving and receiving 

The leaves of your beauty


Take a chance

See what love can do


© Ron Simpson Jr. 

December 13, 2020

Saturday, December 12, 2020

Fourteen


fourteen people

mostly strangers

save a couple huddled couples

aware of the rest

but still disconnected


bubble people

chance bringing them

to the same place

most enter with eyes down

connection neither needed

nor wanted


if there is speaking

it is small and strained

the thread binding them

is precarious at best

it is of limited length

it is knotless

it holds for the moment

then releases

as it pulls through

 

“Will that be all today, Sir?”

“No, I’d like a pack of light smokes.”

 

behind, we notice

only to gauge the wait

who cares if he smokes

if it doesn’t make us late


he matters

only for the moment

his life interacts with ours


he looks back

is he apologizing

because she can’t find his brand

or is he just looking through us

 

she sips her coffee

as she waits

her store card

her coffee club card

her debit card

ready to speed her stay

a scan, a punch, a swipe

and the thread pulls on through


her replacement enters

eyes down

buried in their own world

 

sometime

almost recently

we became strangers

to all those around

courteous greetings drifted away

any feigned concern

replacing genuine

floated on the same wave

 

fourteen strangers

in a gas convenience store

passing through the market

like we pass through life

people enter into peripheral vision

noticed but unnoticed

we begin to forget them

even before we could begin to remember

 

“Why are you late, Jones?”

“some guy at the store

couldn’t find his debit”

“some guy on the freeway

wouldn’t go on”

“some guy”

 

“oh, sorry, my turn

no, nothing else

how much?

I think I have the change

thanks

you too, have a nice day”

 

I can’t even feel the thread

As it pulls on through

 

strangers

 

© Ron Simpson Jr.

December 12, 2020

Thursday, December 03, 2020

Crossings


So began the lives of two

As small and fragile birds

Struggling with wings so frail

 

Two eggs hatching on the same day in different nests

Two lives so vastly different diverging upon each other

One living a directionless life of wasted effort

The other struggling with infirmities to rise above

Two mothers passing in the market

Two families growing always close by

Two children, one dependent, one independent

One child grows out, one child grows in

One strengthened in body captive in spirit

One captive by her body grows strong of spirit

Occasionally passing, crossing paths

Just enough to know the other exists

One struggles with identity, who he will be

The other struggles with life, knowing who, but not how long

He grows rough and sometimes unabated

She grows sheltered and sometimes feeling smothered

Both, on a path to cross, which will change them forever

 

His life is spent out on the cold streets always looking in

His crimes are petty and go mostly unnoticed

His mother hears the word ‘incorrigible’ more than once

In the cracks of society, there are always those to find you

Always those there to rally to your rebellion

His story is told countless times in countless lives

Written on dockets

His photos will eventually go into his ‘jacket’

To pass from worker to worker,

Lawyer to lawyer, Judge to Judge

 

Her life is more inside the warmth always looking out

Her spirit yearns to go places her body does not allow

The coldness she knows are rooms surrounded by white

There are doctors, nurses, and technicians

There are specialists waiting at the next phase

She hears the whispered word ‘terminal’ if she listens

Even in a world built on hope, there are cracks

However, in these cracks,

You are often alone with your rebellion

Her story is told countless times in countless lives

Written on charts

Her photos of inside, will go into her records

To be passed from worker to worker,

Doctor to doctor, hospital to hospital

 

Against the odds, he is converging on adulthood

The petty and juvenile will give way to hard crime

He will soon move into the big leagues

 

Against all odds, she is converging on adulthood

The decisions will soon become hers

And her weariness and frailty moves her

 

Still, there is one more crossing ahead

 

The stories we remember best rarely go as we plan

It is right when it should be wrong

It is wrong when it should be right

 

Two people were going to die that night

One in the final blaze of a misspent life

The other in a final act of independence

 

Two paths with a common beginning

Two paths with a simultaneous ending

Two paths with one more crossing


The police report was short of details

A boy on the brink of becoming a man

Whether it was his idea to be there was moot 

It didn’t alter the tragedy of the outcome

A young lady with her whole life ahead of her

It had to be a “wrong place, wrong time” situation 

The document used words like ‘perp’ and ‘victim’

Assumptions made throughout a work of fiction

There was an unregistered firearm involved

Shots were fired and the police rightfully responded

One was a victim of cataclysmic circumstance

The other following a chosen path to an end 

Which was which only they know 


Two souls came together in a blaze

In each other’s arms

Redemption and resolution 

He has found his purpose

She has found her peace

Two mothers will cry tonight


© Ron Simpson Jr.