Tuesday, September 01, 2026

The Brutal Beauty of Life



Every day 

I am confronted 

by the brutal beauty 

of life 


Life is sharp 

Love is messy 

Joy is costly 

Sorrow is heavy 

Grief is ugly 


And still life keeps arriving 

uninvited 

unfiltered 

unapologetic 


It breaks you 

kneads you 

shapes you 

molds you 

presses its fingerprints 

into the softest parts of you 


It does not relent 

simply because 

I wish it would

nor pause 

to ask permission 

before making me 

again 


Yet in its jagged edges

I find the places

where light catches

and refuses to let go—

thin seams of brightness 

threaded through 

the fractures 


Sometimes 

I mistake the breaking 

for punishment 

until I see 

how the shattered pieces 

rearrange themselves 

into something 

I can finally recognize 


And somehow 

all of it belongs 

to the radiance 

of that brutal beauty—

the way life wounds, 

the way life heals, 

the way it insists 

on being both 

 

© Ron Simpson Jr. 

September 1, 2026 


Again


She says, we will be okay,

as if history were a shelter

and not a storm she has learned

to brace herself against 


She says, we’ve been here before,

as though repetition 

were proof of endurance

and not a map of wounds

she has memorized too well 


There is a tremor in her hope—

small, almost polite—

the kind that comes 

from loving someone

who keeps falling

through the same doorway 


Her heart speaks in loyalty,

in the language of vows

that do not dissolve

just because a body stumbles 


Her mind speaks in caution,

in the quiet arithmetic

of relapse and return 


She stands between them,

holding both truths

like uneven weights:

the desire to believe

and the need to survive 


What do you do

when the person you love

is both the home

and the hazard?


What do you do

when the wagon rolls away again

and you are left deciding

whether to chase it

or stay still enough

to keep yourself whole?


Maybe this is what she means

when she says we will be okay:

not that the road is safe,

not that the fall won’t happen again,

but that she has learned

how to walk beside him

without losing herself

to the dust he kicks up 


Maybe okay

is not a promise—

but a hope she refuses

to abandon 


© Ron Simpson Jr. 

September 1, 2026 


Fault Line


What do you do 

when the heart keeps lighting candles 

in rooms the mind has already emptied?


When the heart keeps whispering stay 

to a doorway the mind has measured 

and found too narrow for your future?


What do you do 

when the heart keeps offering its open palms 

but the mind keeps counting the scars 

that came from doing exactly that?


There is a place between wanting and knowing—

a thin, trembling border 

where the self stands undecided 

listening to two truths 

that refuse to agree 


The heart says love them 

because it remembers the warmth 

The mind says leave them 

because it remembers the cost 


The heart says try again 

because hope is stubborn 

The mind says fly 

because patterns rarely lie 


The heart says they can 

because potential is a beautiful story 

The mind says they won’t 

because history is a louder one 


The heart says give all 

because that is its nature 

The mind says protect yourself 

because that is survival 


The heart says wait 

because it fears losing what feels rare 

The mind says run 

because it fears losing you 


And maybe the answer

is not choosing one over the other 

but asking which voice 

lets you remain whole— 

which voice does not require 

your own abandonment 

as proof of devotion 


The heart remembers 

what was beautiful 

the mind remembers 

what it cost 

neither memory is a lie 


Maybe the truth is this: 

the heart speaks of what could be 

the mind speaks of what has been 

and your future depends 

on which one you decide 

to obey 


Standing 

on the fault line 


© Ron Simpson Jr. 

September 1 2026