Monday, August 17, 2026

Shadow Work


“How can I be substantial 

if I do not cast a shadow?”

Carl Jung 


Shadow Work


I have carried a light

too carefully 

as if brightness alone

could prove I was whole 


But every man

who stands in the sun

casts a shape behind him—

a dark echo 

a second truth 


My shadow keeps

what I tried to forget:

the anger I softened

into silence 

the fear I dressed

as competence 

the desire I buried

under duty 


It holds the versions of me

I never let breathe 

the instincts I hid —

a self-imposed silence 

born of the lie 

of being unbecoming 


To deny them 

is to fracture myself 

to live as a polished half 

instead of a full 

complicated body 


So I turn toward the dim places

and let them speak 

They do not threaten me 

They complete me 


I gather the bright moments

and the difficult ones 

the wounds and the wisdom 

the tenderness and the teeth—

and I let them stand together

in the same light 


Only then

do I become substantial 

Only then

do I cast a true shadow 


Only then 


© Ron Simpson Jr. 

August 17, 2026

Lying Eyes


We don’t see things as they are;

we see them as we are.

Anaïs Nin 


Lying Eyes


I know you see 

what I am seeing 


but we are not seeing 

the same thing 


I cannot see 

through your eyes—

only through the lattice 

of my own life 

my accumulated wounds 

my carefully engineered convictions 


Our sight is a kind of polarization 

a fracture born from lying eyes 


And as I try to explain my view 

my mind knots itself 

around the question

of how you cannot see 

what I see 


There are three visions 

in every moment:

your view, my view,

and the imagined right view 


You don’t need to see 

through my lying eyes 

I don’t need to see 

through yours 


What we need—

what we keep pretending exists—

is a pair of unbiased eyes 


But that lens is a myth 

and we are not likely to find it 


We keep reaching 

for the clean lens 

the one without fingerprints 

the one that promises truth 

without the burden 

of who we are 


But every lens 

is smudged 

by the hands 

that hold it 


© Ron Simpson Jr. 

August 12, 2026 


Older Eyes


The past is never where 

you think you left it — 

Katherine Anne Porter 


Older Eyes


Looking back

with older eyes,

I see the lies

braided into memory 


I see old events

tilt and shift 

their angles changed

by the years 


The person

who lived those moments

is gone now —

though fragments of him

still breathe

in what I remember 


I walk through rooms

I once lived in 

but the furniture

has moved 


The light falls differently 

The shadows

no longer match

the stories 

I told myself 


Some days

I open a drawer

and find a version of me

I forgot I’d hidden — 

a stubborn belief 

a wound I swore

had healed 

a joy I didn’t know

I missed 


Memory is not a ledger

keeping score 

It is a tide

that drags pieces of us

forward and back 

reshaping the shoreline

of who we think we are 


History

is not an old box

shoved into an attic 


It is a living thing

that revises itself

with every breath 


It moves 

It mutters 

It walks beside us

whether we notice

or not —

reminding us

that the past

is never where

we think we left it 


© Ron Simpson Jr. 

August 16, 2026