Sunday, January 31, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
poetry .. Real
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Thursday, January 07, 2010
Cuteness Overload
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Poetry .. Life is in the living
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
more poetry
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Poetry
The hardest words
I thought I knew the hardest words
When they told me my daughter was ill
The doctors did all they could, but to no avail
She grew weaker every day
I prepared my heart for the hard words
I never wanted to hear
Words surrounded me
Words of comfort and words of dread
Every new test brought words of optimism
Every new result brought the words of despair
The words came and went
But the hardest words still loomed ahead
I heard of a healer passing through the town
He and His followers were crowded by a mob
I heard He held healing in His very touch
I can’t recall now whether it was faith or desperation
That drove me down the streets
Drawing closer to the crowd and the healer in the midst
Words surrounded me as I drew close
The crying of the mob seeking his favor and attention
Everyone was trying to get closer
Just to touch even the hem of the garment He wore
Then suddenly I was standing before Him
And saying what I thought were the hardest words
“Lord, Come and heal my daughter
She lies at the point of death”
Even as I spoke the words
They tore through my heart
To speak them aloud seemed to give them strength
And they became the hardest words I had ever said
He healed others as we traveled
Time seemed to drag as we moved
Then came the messenger I never wanted to see
With the words I never wanted to hear
He held them in his mouth waiting to spill
The hardest words, “Your daughter is dead”
I never thought there could be harder words
Until Jesus turned to me and spoke
“Be not afraid, only believe”
For months, possibly even years
I watched my daughter slowly die
Every doctor’s words were harder than the last
As one by one they extinguished each word of hope
And every hard word became a brick
That built a wall around my heart
Now, the messenger, with the final brick
Brought me the words I thought I feared the most
I had built this dread in the silent place in my heart
Where the words dared not be whispered
Where, there way down deep, still lived a small hope
That was broken irrevocably by these few words
How can He say to me now
“Only believe”
For years I have believed
And watched that belief stripped one layer at a time
For months, through the endless procession of physicians
Each taking a piece of my belief as they shook their heads
And now that the final piece has been swept away
He tells me to ‘only believe’
These are the hardest words I have ever heard
“Only believe”
Today, as I watch my daughter playing with her friends
As I watch her comb and braid her doll’s hair
As I see her giggle at the glance of some boy in her direction
The hardest words still echo inside me
“Only believe”
I give these words to you, today
In the middle of your trial
In the midst of your despair
Surrounded by all the other words
That seek to rob you of your faith
“Only believe”
Hold on to the hardest words
“Only believe”
Ron Simpson, Jr.
December 6, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
follow up
Saturday, October 24, 2009
prayer request

Wednesday, October 14, 2009
A Journey

Thursday, September 17, 2009
been facebooking
Friday, August 21, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Kiera .. born August 10, 2009
Squirt
Everything changes on the face of it
Amazed at how one singular event can do that
Amazing more still is the commonality
And yet complexity of said event
It happens about four times every second of every day
It is a staggering statistic to view all at once
But to each individual involved in this statistic
It is a singularly significant event
Sometimes planned and sometimes not
Eagerly anticipated for months
Building to a physical and emotional crescendo
And topped with a miracle
I wonder if you listened from the inside
While we planned and discussed about you outside
I wonder if you felt the love that held you
Even before our hands and arms held you
I wonder if you fussed in there
When we invaded your privacy
When we took pictures with sound
And examined you up, down, and side to side
Did you feel some bit of understanding
As we touched and rubbed your temporary home
As we awaited your flutters and kicks
As we wanted to feel and be felt in return
Could you sense our impatience in there
As we wrestled with what we wanted the most
And what we knew was the best for you
And how we waited .. and waited .. and waited
Did you know the beautiful violence
That would move you from your warmth
To the warmth of our multiples of affection
And the tenderness of our loving gaze
Will you ever know the fullness of the love
That brought you here to us
Far above the love felt betwixt a man and woman
Until the day of your own singularly common miracle
A little hard labor
A couple pushes
And there you were, squirt
Kiera Jo Faith Bolton
August 10, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
another week whizzes by
Monday, July 13, 2009
the weekend passed (so fast)
We have one chair downstairs that is semi-comfortable. We will work on making it more so, so she can get back into the traffic areas of the house.
We shall see.
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Cort shakes
Monday, July 06, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
my favorite holiday
Friday, July 03, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
good Tuesday
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Blame it on Patrice
summer ?
However, as the heat finally arrived, (lights flickering here .. might lose power) people cried and bemoaned the heat.
I am not sure where everyone has been, but usually, there is a period of cold (we call it winter) followed by milder wetter weather, (we call it Spring) and then the heat arrives and fans and A/C's begin to overwork (we call it Summer.) It has happened this was for a long time.
Some of you must be new to the planet.
Welcome to Earth, third rock from the sun.





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